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哈~×,××!!

打了兩個大噴嚏,我被詛咒了,ORZ

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Panic!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am very panic, in a good way, which drives me to work like nobody’s business. serve me right for not doing ANYTHING and my frivolous attitude for the past few days, hah!

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life is

what should i do with my life now? i fail in almost everything. why was i born a girl? i hate this pain, this agony that i am feeling now. if i cannot be brilliant, why am i being pulled into this field that requires academic intelligent? i am not academic at all. being fooled, being looked down to, being ignored. but i cannot switch to other professions anymore, it’s too late. and i cannot because of the debt i am in now. i have to accomplish this no matter what. i feel like living on a dead road, a dead career. i have nobody to love, and nobody to love me except myself. personal emotional needs, go to hell would you.

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又開始憂鬱了

又要開始 ranting alone 了。

過去幾個月過得太開心嗎?或者因該說過得太無憂無慮。也不對,是逃避現實才對。

我現在才發現,我逃避各種各樣的現實。

現實一:婚姻完蛋

現實二:研究不順利

現實三:不上進

現實四:用花錢來取悅自己

現實五:沒貴人幫忙就什麼都做不成

現實六:錯失許多良機。多得不可思議。也應證了我有多廢。

還有很多。

是時候讓憂鬱 take over 然後鄙視自己 然後發奮圖強 然後功德圓滿 然後再廢一陣子 然後再惡性循環地憂鬱。

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serve you right, a**hole

老婆大人,
你好吗? 昨天我做半天而已,因为真的很累,心情很乱,很想哭,所以在一点多左右我就回家了。同室帮忙我 logout。回到家就整个下午睡到晚上八点多才起来,然后上网以下,煮东西吃。一直回想你在这个家的时候,有时候想起早上载你去上班,然后 punch in 就回来家睡觉。真的很怀念,想到就让我流泪了。那是后是最快乐的时刻,最幸福的。。。
其实我现在在房间,今天也没有去上班。在家里做工,因为眼睛+肿肿的,整个人好象生病了。心情和身体真的真的很弱,很 depress。想来这次真的是我人身最遗憾的一次,真的很对不起你。。。心情很重,真的是很苦,都哭。。。。
如果写的有错请见谅。。。

serve you right, a**hole

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Information overload!!!!!!!!!!!!

let me scream here.

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がんばってね!

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悶氣

一想到要回去澳洲大學on campus 住就滿不是味道。好討厭那裡。整堆的無理的人,骯髒的廚房,差勁的隔音。。。想到這些就鬱悶。

為什麼我不能做自己的選擇?我的婚姻是錯誤的嗎?他的不忠與控制欲再加上我的不滿,我真的不知道以後會怎樣。

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